For the past four years alot has been going on in my life, 3 people close to were diagnosed with cancer withing the space of 2weeks, Which shook my world, but at the same time made me realize that im lucky and everything i do now i need to make them proud. Lucky one of these people where given the all clear after a few months/years. But unfortunately for the other 2 the fight was still on, One a girl i met on holiday who i adored ! she was amazing in every single way and was made to succeed in life, but unfortunately the fight was to much and a few year ago she passed which broke my heart. Which only gave my little cousin hope to fight and win the battle that many people lose. battle that many people lose.
But this week he passed away, but with months of preparing it still tore my heart apart, and nothing felt like light would shine through, but after a few days of trying to come to terms with what happened i realized that the fight was over, i should be happy, that my YOUNGER cousin was not in anymore pain, it made me think i need to stop being so selfish and think about HIM! and that he is an angel now and that he's probably looking down laughing thinking why we being so crazy! But with all this happend iv come to the conclusion that there is going to be change in my life and that im going to chase my dream, not just for myself but for my cousin, my friend, and all the other people dying in the world who never had the chance to do what they wanted.